1. |
Toil
01:45
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Has this gone too far?
Reflect who we really are
Want me to be fine
Don’t see what’s wrong inside
Stack up years of hate
Hope and fate
Will dissipate
Refuse to associate
With me and anything I had to say
(I tell myself)
Rebuild when the pieces are crumbled
Jumbled together you wish you were someone
You look to the future you see no more comfort
The waves you swam across
Now pull you under
Numb to the pain that’s supposed to break
In the wake of it all I give what I take
Feeling the shame staring through window panes
Alone as I hurt into the dark again
There’s no one to blame but myself
I put this into fruition trapped in hell
Never asked to be this way I need help
Ive come to terms as I sit in this mental cell
I know You
Want me to try
But I can’t
See with these eyes
(Just know)
I’m Trying the hardest I can
Sand buries life at the palm of my hand
Dig my way out according to plan
Knees buckle it’s so hard to fucking stand
Know I tried
When I wave goodbye
Goodbye
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2. |
Soul Hunt
02:11
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At a loss for words
Should’ve dodged the curves
Now I’m off the road
With no wheel to turn
Don’t think I haven’t noticed
On the floor I’m choking
On the inside Fire’s burning
On the outside I’m close to blowing
So tell me who the fuck
Am I?
Will I
Just go and live another life when I die?
Or will this pain come and go
Fucking show up then hide
I feel slipping as I’m demised and forgotten
Personality’s protected me often
at the end I can’t pretend my brain isn’t rotten
dug myself into this ditch I always get lost in
Hope you love to hate the ways we seem to duplicate
Every situation makes me crave a snub .38
Taste the barrel in my mouth and I can’t fucking wait
To see the people that I love agonize in pain
I’m Soul hunting
Lost my composure
Lost it all
Death brings me closer
As I drop the ball
Soul hunt
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3. |
Surface
02:04
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Sick of shit everyday it will never change
Leaving situations out of hope feeling strange
Mind in a cell soul locked in a cage
Filled with rage I’ll find another way to get the spade
Keep it up they say I’m doing good and good luck
But the voice in the back won’t shut the fuck up
Quite frankly, you ask me? I could give a fuck
I speak softly but this misery is nothing close to diamond in the rough
Can’t find a purpose when I feel so worthless
Can’t find a way to get out when I feel as if I deserve this
Can’t find my passion when I’m laying on the floor
I ask forgiveness a way to fix this nothing more
(So give up)
I have finally lost my touch
On reality and all of my luck
I’ll keep a 9 on me and tucked
Point it blank at my head till it fucking busts
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4. |
Coppice
02:40
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Another fucking day in this living Hell
No love to be seen
No love to be found
Voices all over I cannot hear a sound
End myself buried in the ground
Entering the valley
Across water they see
Shackled down I walk
Into the dark abyss of sea
Nothing to stop me
No stalling this time
Out of luck out of life
They line up to watch me die
Line up die
Another fucking day in this living Hell
No love to be seen
No love to be found
Voices all over I cannot hear a sound
End myself buried in the ground
Frown
Cause that’s what I want you to see
Can’t you see?
My Reaction to life is so bleak
I’ll leave
So you can live in peace
My faith has given up on me
Just when I needed it the most
The air from underneath my feet
Making me fucking choke
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5. |
Patience
02:31
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Patiently waiting
For the day you can’t stand it
The day that you realize
You’re a fake and you hate it
Live inside your lies you think that you made it
more comfortable you get
the more hatred I’m making
For you
And only you
This anger inside of me
I will never let go
Let People surround me
I let this hatred grow
No ones real in this world
I’ll coast away all alone
Was too easy to see
So leave me be
You’re no longer a friend
You’re my enemy
Keep trying to climb
That ladders so tall
I hope broken glass
Will break your fall
Never again
Will I pretend
You were down
Until the end
Was too easy to see
So leave me be
You’re no longer a friend
You’re my enemy
Convinced my rotten mind
That this is all fine
I confined to your morals
Lost myself inside
Had to catch myself in a matter of time
You will go on to live a life of shit
Never prospering or amounting to it
Patiently waiting for you to wake up
20 years of my life I’ve been fucking deprived
Ducking punches and the kicks that seem to take down my stride
And to the people who regret and forget
The weakest link on the chain breaks and it bends
So if you think for a second you can do it again
I’ll wrap this fucking chain around your weak minded head
Waiting patient
Patiently waiting
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